Rindu mak..

Masuk arini..dh 4 ari aku de kt s.alam..br jek abis mengabiskn cuti mid term aku..tp aku cam rs ati aku niii..tertinggl jek kt kg..teringt kg..teringt mak..terasaa lama sgt aku nk abh blaja..aku xsbr nk tlg mak..nk jg mak..

Aku rindu je kt mak..bl blk kg lame2..dh jd masalah aku nk blk cni blk..aku sedih nk tinggl mak..tmbh2 sblm blk cni ari2...mak demam..aku jd serba slh nk tinggl mak..sp nk jg die..sp nk msk untk die..mayb org phm mak dh bese dok sorg2..tp hakikatnya..mak perlukn kami untk jg die..sejak akhir2 ni..mak asyik xlrt je..tp die xpnh dok saje2..ade je keje yg die wat..klu mak demam tu..mest sbb die trlbh wat keje..

Aku slalu doa..semoga tuhan murahkn rezeki aku..aku nk jg mak..aku nk keje kt kg..klu aku dpt keje jauh2..aku nk bwk mak..sbb aku rs..xde sp kt dunia ni yg pandai jg mak...mak xblh dok sorg2..mak perlukn kami..sebak aku dgr bl mak sedih atok xnk dok ngan mak..atok plh nk temankn along kt kg sepanjg bln pose..mak..still sorg2 kt umah tu..
Penah satu ari mak nangis kt umah abg..Qaiis bising tanye mak.."nape mak tok sedih..".. "mak tok sedih lg kee.."..peluk2 mak aku..at last qaiis pn nangs..ape la perasaan bdk yg dkt 3 taun tu bl tgk mak camtu..
Aku tau..mak xpnh mntk untk dok sorg2 camni..mast die xpnh terpikir camtu..dh lame sgt mak dok sorg2..dh lame sgt mak tanggung aku study..tuhan je yg tau betapa aku xsbr nk jg mak..aku xnk menyesal nant..aku xnk menangis sbb xpuas jg mak..siaan mak..mcm ade sesuatu yg mak tanggung dlm ati..aku tauu..org2 yg die sgt syg dh wat die sedihh!!..atok xnk dok ngan mak..mak sedih sgt..
Abah mest mrh sbb aku tingglkn mak sorg2.. "adik mntk maaf abah..adik janji akn jg mak baik2.."

Sblm aku blk cni..aku tgk mak xlrt je..still rs demam2 lg..bl aku nk msk..aku tgk..dlm peti ais..xde pape..cemane mak nk mkn..nk g psr pn xlrt..
Aku bkk beg aku..duit yg pak tam sedekahkn kt aku cukup untk aku kongsi ngan mak..aku jln kaki g psr..blkn ikan2..sayur2 kt mak..so that 2 3 ari lg mak xpyh ssh2 kuar cr brg dapur..
Aku rindu nk msk untk mak..sbb mak ckp aku msk cdp..klu aku blk..mak mmg xmsuk dapur..
aku rindu nk tgk tv ngan mak..sbb mak suke tgk tv ngan aku..mak jrg tgk tv bl sorg2..
aku rindu nk gosip2 ngan mak..sbb mak mcm kwn baik aku..
Alhamdulillah..sblm aku naik bas nk blk cni..mak dh makin baik..mak dh blh anta aku kt bus stand..mak dh gelak2 bl kami gosip2 lg..tp pas aku naik je bas..mak trus ilang..mesti mak sedih..mesti mak xsanggup tgk aku g...

Hopefully bln pose yg akn dtg ni..ade la ms aku untk blk kg berbuka ngan mak..at least sehari.. Aku rindu sgt..aku xnk nyesal nant..aku dh lame simpan niat..nk keje..nk bwk mak g sopink..nk bwk mak g holiday.. InsyaAllah..tuhan akan tlg niat baik aku..aku yakin..

*Mak..adik akan blk jg mak nant..mak tunggu jap je lg tau!..

Aaaaa!!..niza tag lagii...

Br jek blk dr kelas..konon2 bosan..skali niza tag lg..yg dulu pn xwat...hehe..

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning. Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

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What were you doing 5 years ago?
~ that time was in 2003, still studying in college, tgh sonok idup..beli ape yg suke..xreti nk jimat2 agi..
emm..bab cintun2 pn xreti lg..maksudnyee..xpandai pikir matang agi..men redahh jek..

What were the 5 things on your to do list today?
1. blogging
2. chatting
3. thesis..thesiss..thesis...
4. masak kot..xtau agi
5. tdooo!..

What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
1. coklat..tambh2 yg de mix nut..yummyy!!..
2. eskrem..any flavor
3. bin..bin..
4. kopok2..especially mister potato..
5. jeruk2..

What are 5 jobs you've had?
1. admin staff at UNIKOP college..
2. looking forward to have a place at kolej komuniti..as a lecturer..hopefully..
tu je laa..mane pnh de pengalaman keje sgt..praktikal penah la..kt KPTM cheras n kolej komuniti gerik..

5 people I want to Tag:
adusss..belasah jelaa...

1. kak ina
2. anein
3. ila
4. damai
5. abang


ciiiiaapppp!!!!!...:)

Today's activity..

Wake up gurlz...lets join diss!!!..

Pg td..lbh kurg kul 5.45..sya call..die dh otw nk amik aku join dis program...mmg aku suke sgt la join mende alah ni..pas subuh..agak2 xberjaya kejutkn bdk2 len..aku siap sorg2..than sya dtg kt kul 7..ngan zu..time registration lbh kurg kul 7 lbh..

wahhhh!!..dpt t-shirt..gedik aku nk t-shirt free tu..hehe..got it!!..got it!!

Sblm start warm up..brkfst dl..sponsored by jacobs n anlene..than warm up..speech from VIP..and start our 'walk of life'..lbh kurg kul 830..

Mule2 ok agi jln sesame..dh separuh jln..tetibe tinggl aku sorg..ade la dkt 18 kali aku pusing blkg..xnmpk btg kaki diorg pn..aku cpt kee..diorg yg lmbt..last2 smpi abis aku jln sorg2..hehe..tp enjoyy!!..tgk kerenah bdk2..dh separuh jln xlarat la..nk dukung laa..cuutee!!aku pn leh cenyum tgk perangai bdk2 tuh..xrs pnt pn..tau2 dh smpai..

waaaa!! dh 7 km aku jln..yezzz!!..n i got da goody bag...dh jln2 jap..mkn biskut 2-3 keping..dh warm down..choww!!..pnt n lapar..time to eat!!..lunch kt sek 9..tanah jajahan anein..pe lg..blk laaa..dgn penat..dgn ngntuk..dgn busuk!!..hik..hik.. i'm very enjoy.

Wat i got for today?..t-shirt..2 packets of biscuits..drink by anlene..3 days membership of fitness..protex antibacterial soap..n certificate..

By da way..mase aku jln sorg2 tuuu..sumbody temankn aku..

kak hajar..librarian from PTPL college.."hii kak hajar.."..hehe..

*Penat..ngantuk..entry pn cam ape dh..nk packing bag blk kg agi..adehh..

m i back to s*****e?..

dunno wat i have 2 do..
dunno wat i'm doing..
dunno wat to say..
dunno y my eyes gets teary!..
when da name tag,da shawl, n da memories still here..always wif me..
u never know dat!!...

*God will help us..juz pray!..

waduhh!!..

Adehh..dr siang td aku try wat aku nye fyp..xtau mane patut aku btulkn..mane patut alter..cam de sumthing yg xkene..cam xde peningkatan..aku tkt putus asa jek..Nauzubillah..stakat ni aku de inisiatif nk wat..weekend ni aku kene blaja ngan org..xblh bnyk rilek..
Sumtimes aku xtau nk tunjuk pe kt supervisor nih..aku isau..die pn isau.. YaAllahh..isau giler nih..da la xpandai sgt PHP..
Emmm..hopefully sok aku xkene pesent agi..next week ok kot..this week xde pe yg patut aku pesent..aduhhh..

*YaAllahh..berkatilah setiap ilmu aku..kuatkanlah semangat aku..permudahkan urusan blaja aku.. Sbb semua yg aku lakukan ni kerana Allah dan mak...

Someone's Watching Over Me : Hilary Duff

I found myself today
Oh, I found myself and ran away
But something pulled me back
A voice of reason, I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it’s written in the sky tonight
[Chorus:]
So I won’t give up
No, I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me
I’ve seen that ray of light
And it’s shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I won’t be afraid
To follow everywhere it’s taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment, to my dreams
[Chorus]
It doesn’t matter what people say
And it doesn’t matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself
And you’ll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe...
That I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe...
That someone’s watching over,
Someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over me
(Yeah yeah, oh oh...)
Someone's watching over me

I want..

Wat i want for my laptop...currently..i used my bro's TM backpack for my laptop..n free black mouse..no headphone..but i want sumthing pinky for my laptop..likeeeee.....

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KaraB's Metro Backpack..

sng untuk aku travel blk kg...

and..another pc kit likeee...

SkullCandy HESH headphone..

pinky mouse..mouse pad..n thumb drive..

emmm..maybe i need external harddisk compared to thumbdrive..hehe..

cd/dvd case..white pink..or black pink..

from Abbe design..

And the most important is...

NoteBook Cooler Pad ( 3 Fan ) , interface : USB , Fan speed : 2800 rpm

*Blh ke aku dpt sume ni?..hehe..all coz of da money..xpee..slow2..so that..sesape yg berhajat nk bg present kt aku..u know wat u have to choose..

My new pink baby..

My new pink baby..hehe.. last 2 weeks(lbh kurangla..)..aku dlm dilema nk bl external harddisk or laptop..untuk memudhkn aku wat fyp..coz every week nk kene present kt supervisor..xkn nk bwk cpu..xde transport..jenuh gak aku tanyer anein..tp still xleh decide nk bl yg mane..tp aku plan nk bl laptop bl dh keje nant..sbb aku nk pakai vaio pink..hehe..cute kn!!..rm3k ++

Then..dh discuss ngan mak n abg..diorg prefer aku bl laptop..lbh dr 3 kali aku tanyer mak.. Once mak ckp mak nk pakai pc..nak xnk..aku kene bl jgk laptop..pc aku ni mest anta kg..mak nk pakai..start survey pink laptop kt internet..dell!!..i want it..hehe..lg murah..compared to vaio..

Last saturday..me, ujang n my bro..rushing g pc fair..survey laptop..grab jek broucher yg diorg hulur..terpaksa tingglkn my sys in law n my qaiis kt playground klcc..ditemani kak wa n kak tayah..

On that nite..kitorg discuss mane yg lg bagus..tinggl dell n compaq setelah di short listed..hehe..my bro pakai compaq..but i want pink laptop!..hehe..
Sampai pg..discus punye discuss..aku decide nk dell jgk..tu pn ssh nk decide..

So..on 3rd august..i got my 'dell pink latop'..Alhamdulillah..hehe.. Tq to my mum..sbb bg aku pinjam duit..hehe..tq jgk to my bro..sbb rushing giler nk setelkn duit..coz of his debit card problem..kik..kik.. Now..i got my 'new pink baby'..

my pink baby..with..

Intel(R) Core(TM)2 duo CPU T5850 @2.16GHz

2.00 GB Memory

160GB harddrive

wif pink stilettos wallpaper n pink style

Act..kitorg bkn g shopping ari tu..tp..know wat? my bro bl hp baruuuu...wahhh!!..hehe..

Nokia E71..

Alhamdulillah..rezeki aku n my bro untuk hari tu..dpt sumthing yg br..especially to my mum yg semestinya xrs ape yg aku dpt skang..so that..aku akn anta my pc blk kg cpt2..untuk mak pakai..dh lame die sebut nk pakai pc..hehe..

Al-fatihah untuk Along..

Al-fatihah untuk along(my uncle..)..yg telah kembali ke Rahmatullah pada 1hb ogos..lbh kurang jam 3 pagi..hari Jumaat..

On that day..lbh kurang kul 4.30 pg..aku dpt call dr mak..bgtau along(which is..satu2 abg ipar mak..)..kembali ke Rahmatullah..jam 3 pg..so that..may family nk blk pg tu jgk..aku pn dlm keadaan yg konpius..trus setuju suh my abg amik kt shah alam..
Lbh kurang masuk waktu subuh..mak smpai n solat kt umah aku..then kitorg blk kg..umah atok..
Aku mmg nk inform kt housemate aku..tp tgk bdk2 nih tdo xhingat..aku mand pn xsdr..aku blah jek dl..lbh kurang kul 8 lbh kot(xingt..)..aku msg lecturer untk inform aku xdpt attend kelas..
Sampai sane..trus tgk jenazah..Seriously..sebak aku tgk diorg..especially mengenangkn abg adi(one of his son..)nk kawin 21hb Ogos ni..tp tgk diorg cool jek.. Abg adi yg imamkn solat jenazah..abg adi jgk yg bckn talkin..

lbh kurang 3-4 ptg..br aku msg anein..inform yg aku blk kg sbb de kematian..sowi to all my housemate..

Semoga arwah ditempatkn di dlm golongan org2 yg beriman..aku tgk pn..maser van bwk jenazah kuar dr umah..ramai btul anak murid along yg ikut dr belakang..sume nek basikal ramai2..sebak aku tgk.. Along ngaja org ngaji..along imam..tu la kelebihan seorg guru..org akan ingat dn kenang..

Slalu time pagi raya..all my family akan wat tahlil untk arwah tok wan..tiap2 taun camtu..along yg akan bc doa..hopefully taun ni ade lg..even along dh xde..